Lately, I've been going through this weird phase where I'm not entirely certain I actually exist. Okay, I am alive, I am breathing, maintaining the basic daily functions in my life ... But that's pretty much it.
I just sort of paused everything I've been doing, and let time pass me by while I sit around, phone in hands. Brain off.
I thought I will have learned some Korean by now. Found a job. Watched series, movies, and read like I always do before sleep. Started jogging or doing any sort of exercise. Maybe worked on something creatice and mentally stimulating.
But it seems I just stopped doing them altogether. The little things that kept me going through the day - gone. The days and weeks just flow peacefully one into another with an occasional exciting moment somewere in between, but that's it. It's not even that I'm in a bad place. I'm just not sure where I am right now. In some kind of weird bubble of hibernation, and I didn't even realize it.
All I know is I have to get out of it.
ASAP.
But first - sleep ✌
