Caught up in the world of imagination

From time to time, I feel like my life is nothing like I want it to be. I don't feel like I am in the right place with my studies, I start imagining that my friends are not as close to me as they are to others.. In those moments, I would just want to move away and start all over. New place, new people, new me.
But the truth is, most of the times it's not your environment that isn't adequate ... It's simply your own complexes and fears. I guess it's normal to have them, and every one of us experiences it from time to time. Many just don't like to show it and therefore, we think that they are always happy with themselves, which usually makes us feel even worse.

So remember: EVERYBODY HURTS SOMETIMES.
You're never alone in anything.
(God, how poetical am I?? ^^)

This, a bit abstract writing is probably the consequence of too much watching Sex and the City and Carrie's columns. But, hey, as long as it feels good and right.. ;)

Man, I should really get back to my homework. Yap, still having homework in college. And quite a lot of it, for that matter. That would be such a problem if I only got down to work a BIT earlier.
Oh, well. Old habits die hard. Especially if you don't feel bad about it :)

The interesting thing about this day: I started clases at 8.50 am and ended them in exactly 45 minutes. So how could it be that I came home approximately 10 hrs later?!
Well, if you leave out of the city, this is what you get :)
Maybe I'll rent a place next year in the city, it's an attractive thought..Especially after skyping with my best friend who studies in Milan for the year and is living alone in this cute little apartment.. But she doesn't seem to like it that much. Yeah, it's the cost of studying what you reaaaalyyyy like but she misses her family and friends very much.
I guess, in the end of the day, it's not the best thing in the world, living alone.

So I would just like to express my gratitude for living where I live, in a comfy, warm home...with my family :)

(hopefully, I didn't bore you to sleep..or, hopefully, I did :))

Sleep tight, peeps*

P.S. Home is where the heart is.