Lately, I've found myself looking for medical explanations for the way I am.
Okay, that came off a tad weird.
But here's how it is. When I was going through my low moods, I turned on my computer and googled the clinical depression symptoms. Luckily, I wasn't a sufficient match.
When thinking about my "social awkwardness", I wondered whether there could be something more to it, and I was taking my "condition" too lightly. Again, I turned to Mr Google for answers. And again, my theory was overthrown. Apparently, I am just a shy person who needs to force herself to spend more time around people and thus gain social skills.
This morning, when I woke up to a headache and unrested, like many times before, I grabbed my phone, and, guess what, turned to Google again. Yes, I realize you can go from headache to brain tumor in two clicks, but it wasn't normal for me to feel tired all the time; when I wake up, during the day, and early into the night. So I tried to find a proper reason for my lack of wakeness. As it turns out, I'm not nearly enought tired to qualify for "chronic fatigue". Oh, well.
So I had to accept the fact that this is just my way of dealing with stress that comes with the exam period for which I haven't been exactly preparing as planned.
Which means I only have to change my attitude and work ethic, and I should be fine.
I wonder if Google can help me out with this one.
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